9:50pm
I’m 19. I’m sat in the kitchen at the table listening to John Mayer belt out Edge of Desire and I’m wondering if I’ll remember this in 10 years time when I’m 29 and doing all the things adults are supposed to. I don’t feel like an adult, I certainly don’t want to be one. I wonder if I’ll still do the same things when I’m older, will I still sit at the table and listen to Lana? To Frank? To John? Will I still write with the mind of a dreamer, like a wolf girl who has the whole world at her feet? It’s one of those moments you have where you think “I want to remember this”. I wonder if I’ll remember. I hope I can remember.
07/02/17
~ midnight wanderer ~ 
This is so beautiful omg ❤️ You perfectly described what I also think sometimes. How will life be when I’m older? I hope and wish that we all will remember the things which makes us happy and do those things. We will never grow up like Peter Pan ❤️
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Ahhhh love you ❤️ Yes we can all stay in Neverland forever !! xx
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its almost the end of 2018 and ive been having very similar thoughts.those moments when im just like, holy crap, time just keeps slipping away, im turning 17 in a month, im not ready to grow up, etc etc.As I always say, please pleaseeee always keep writing your heart out, because your written work is the most calming thing ever.Ly and this blogpost!
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You are such an angel wowie ❤️ Thank you so much. Time goes by so fast it’s scary right? Love you too girl xx
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oh god chloe sometimes it feels like you’re literally inside my head because i get these really melancholy moments where i just sit there and realise “shit life is passing by and im a different person than i was a year ago and who am i going to be next year and will i still love the same things and feel the same way and will i even remember who i am now?” xx
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Ahhh we are so similar sometimes it’s scary, you always know how to sum up my thoughts perfectly!! I feel this so much .xx
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This is lovely, moments like this are what make you excited for everything ahead of you while also embracing what is to come! 🙂 xx
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Thank you so much lovely, very true xx
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I’m 19 and don’t feel like an adult either— I wonder when that’s suppose to happen.
A thoughtful piece that I really liked.
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Thank you so much. I’m 21 in January and I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like an adult, in some ways I hope I never do x
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You’re welcome 😊 yes I get what you mean and I agree with it xx
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I love this so deeply. x
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Thank you so much xx
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I love this – I wish I could remember all the feelings I have felt & I do when they are extreme but I’d like to remember so much more xx
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Thanks angel. It’s always weird to try and remember a moment as you’re currently living it x
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This is so sweet, i love it. I’m 23 now and everytime I hear a song I used to love gives me a weird feeling of regret and happiness (?). Nostalgia is such a weird feeling to describe.
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Thank you! Nostalgia makes and breaks my life simultaneously, it’s such a peculiar thing x
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shivers, chloe. that’s such a daunting thought, wondering if the things I love and enjoy now, will still be the things I love and enjoy in ten years time. God I hope so x
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Thank you. It’s a strange thought isn’t it x
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