Hello my loves,
It’s my birthday today! I’m 24. Not sure how I feel today, I feel sad…but hopeful. Lately there have been significant things that have changed in my life but if anything, I feel relieved and almost re-born, and now I’m healing and re-building. I feel hopeful for the future, there’s so many things for me to look forward to – I have so many things planned. Yesterday my friend and I got front row tickets to see Harry at Wembley and I couldn’t be more excited, I’ve been to every single 1D and solo tour of his but this will be the first time I’ll be seeing him up close in 12 years. As in, he’ll be within touching distance and I’ll be able to see every part of his face and his sparkly outfits up close. I could scream. It’s a sign of good things to come, I know it is.
As for birthday celebrations, tonight I’m going out for dinner with my best friend and next week we’re going to London to see Mamma Mia at the theatre, as well as going to all of the museums, the huge Waterstones in Piccadilly and to The Ivy for breakfast (I already know I’m getting pancakes). I’m also going out for a birthday meal with my family later on this week so again, that will be nice.
I’m starting 2022 and the age of 24 off with a clean slate – as I said, I’m re-building and healing and finding myself all over again. I have so many things planned, so many things to look forward to and I cannot wait for Summer where there’ll be warm days and light nights. So many people to meet and so many experiences to be had, and I’m looking forward to the future. At 22 I was sad, at 23 I was better and at 24…I’m even better than that. Growing and healing and making progress. I’ll get some good writing out of it when I’m ready, but first I need to look after myself. I cannot wait to continue to grow into the beautiful woman I am becoming, and I cannot wait to see what 24 has in store to offer me. I hope it’s something good, I’ve a very big feeling it will be.
All my love,