Hello my loves, Just documenting this as and when so some of it may be incoherent, in which case, apologies. The first night I took my anti-depressants they knocked me out for 15 hours straight, didn’t even have the energy to open my eyes and could have continued sleeping. The following day (yesterday) wasn’t much… Continue reading breakdown diary #2
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breakdown diary #1
get in the shower if it all goes wrong Hello my loves, I didn't know what to call these, but as I was just in the shower I thought I would start documenting things and just talking, because like everyone else, I do a lot of thinking in the shower. Lots of meandering. I figured… Continue reading breakdown diary #1
mental break
Hi my loves, As you all know I struggle with mental health quite a fair bit and well, lately it’s been absolutely debilitating for me. I can’t function and I’m scared and fragile and I’m not in control of my head or my thoughts and I don’t know what’s happening to me and I feel… Continue reading mental break
i’m learning
feels like summer, which is something i realised i’d missed. walking around with no makeup on and my hair falling down past my shoulders as the breeze rolls in through the open window. lying there watching you sleep and you look so peaceful, like everything i ever wanted and more. listening to the little noises… Continue reading i’m learning
don’t you worry child
Last night I didn’t speak to anyone for the entire night and was left to my own devices because no one was around. I felt very strong and womanly, like I could do my own thing and look after myself. I could rationalise all of my thoughts and be okay with the fact I was… Continue reading don’t you worry child
London Birthday Trip – A Photo Diary 🇬🇧
Hello my loves, As I mentioned in my 24th birthday post, my friend and I went to London for a couple of days to celebrate and we had such a great time! We took so many photos (most of which I haven't edited) which of course means, a photo diary! I'll try to show the… Continue reading London Birthday Trip – A Photo Diary 🇬🇧
24
Hello my loves, It’s my birthday today! I’m 24. Not sure how I feel today, I feel sad...but hopeful. Lately there have been significant things that have changed in my life but if anything, I feel relieved and almost re-born, and now I’m healing and re-building. I feel hopeful for the future, there’s so many… Continue reading 24
ghosts // starting line
two parts of the same song I haven’t written in a while, I don’t know if I’ve got that much to say. Or maybe, I have things to say but I don’t really want to say them. How long will we think about the people we’ve loved – forever? How long will we think about… Continue reading ghosts // starting line
dear 2022
Hello my loves, I answered these questions on January 1st, 2021 and posted about them here. I thought it was only right for me to answer the same questions again on January 1st, 2022, to see how far I've come and what's changed. Because this year I'm typing them up and not writing them, it… Continue reading dear 2022
i read 67 books in 2021!
Hello my loves, Last year I read 91 books (a big helping of which was due to lockdown) and I did a yearly roundup of all the books I’d read along with my Goodreads stats etc. and this year I am of course going to do the same! I didn't read as many books this… Continue reading i read 67 books in 2021!
~ midnight wanderer ~ 