Winter is different for me this year and it’s so nice, I don’t want to jinx it but that’s how it is. I feel happy and light and controlled and…not depressed. I don’t think the seasonal depression or Winter blues will get me this year, I’m finding myself able to enjoy Winter (aka, my favourite… Continue reading beautiful world, where are you
Tag: feelings
junk of the heart (happy)
july 2021, or was it june Drunk. Happy. We bond over our memory of a song. I’m searching through your Spotify playlists and gasp when I see one of my favourites in there, wondering how you found it and what the chances were of you even knowing it. I think it’s fate. The title of… Continue reading junk of the heart (happy)
a passing thought
writer’s (un)block
Trying to control my own happiness and tell myself that I’m in charge. I don’t know how to be mentally stronger and how to control my emotions. I get to choose how I feel right now, this could be the happiest moment of my life if I want it to be, but emotionally I don’t… Continue reading writer’s (un)block
vulnerability
Being vulnerable isn't beautiful, it's terrifying. There's always this saying that being vulnerable is a beautiful and brave thing to do. But it's not. I don't feel brave at all. I feel terrified and anxious and like all the air has been sucked out of my lungs and I can't remember the last time I… Continue reading vulnerability
coming into your own
I'm really starting to focus on the things that make me feel like myself these days. Not what makes me look the best physically, or what makes me look cool to other people, but myself. Through growth and time, that has become my main priority and the most important thing to me, and I'm embracing… Continue reading coming into your own
on my mind
Hi loves, I feel like I need to write a post because…I haven’t written anything in what feels like ages. I’m not sure why. Honestly, I feel like I have nothing to talk about right now, my creativity bubble in the writing department has completely burst. I remember when I first started this blog and… Continue reading on my mind
get well soon
This post is probably going to be a bit of a mess, just to forewarn you all. I feel like for the past 5 / 6 months, I've been going really good. For no particular reason at all other than the fact I feel like I've found my niche and therefore I've just been content.… Continue reading get well soon
the world made me feel as though I wasn’t enough
Hi loves, I was lying in bed last night having a think about a lot of things, I’ve had a lot of wonderful comments lately (hi Priya) about the fact people can see how much I’ve grown as a person lately, and that means the whole entire world. I don’t want to end up repeating… Continue reading the world made me feel as though I wasn’t enough
people are just people
Hi loves, It's a Friday night as I'm sat writing this (Saturday as I'm posting). I'm in my room by myself listening to slow music and thinking about everything that's been going on in my life lately. For some reason (aka the universe), everyone and their grandma seems to have been coming back into my… Continue reading people are just people
~ midnight wanderer ~ 