Hello my loves, As you can probably tell from the title of this post, I'm finally going to therapy. Well, I've already been, once, and am now continuing to go. I mentioned in my mental break post that I was being referred for intensive therapy, which I still am, but the wait list was so… Continue reading going to therapy
Tag: grief
once upon a dream
I went to a funeral last week. I don't think it's my place to essentially be writing about it here, but writing about my own feelings and experience I guess isn't crossing a line, however, there are some things that need to remain unsaid, so sorry if any of this sounds cryptic. It affected me… Continue reading once upon a dream
you’re gonna live forever in me
i promise. i'm sitting there and you're like a child to me now, this angel of a girl, my babylove, and i want to hold you and cuddle you and look after you and protect you from everything in the entire world. i can't, of course, i couldn't, i didn't, that's why i'm here and… Continue reading you’re gonna live forever in me
Chloe
We were watching old videos today. My nan has hundreds of VHS tapes from years and years ago and since it's quarantine, we decided to borrow a video player and play them. I sat with my mum and dad watching them, they were from '94 / 95, and then when I was born ('98) and… Continue reading Chloe
my top 10 blog posts of 2019
Hello my loves! Happy (late) Christmas! I hope you all had the most wonderful day if you celebrate and got everything you wanted 💗🎅🏼🎄 I did this post in 2017 and 2018 so I thought it was only right I did one for 2019 too! The idea of this is for me to go through… Continue reading my top 10 blog posts of 2019
the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I woke up the other morning thinking about how I stood in front of a church full of people talking about satan and the depths of hell when I read out my best friend's eulogy at her funeral. It was an inside joke, and I remember standing there talking about it and wondering if the… Continue reading the time of my life fighting dragons with you
butterfly fly away
Someone messaged me the other night that I hadn’t spoken to in…a long time. Years. I wanted to see what our last conversation had been before this just to refresh my memory, and I almost wish I hadn’t looked. This is extremely personal, even for me, so I’m not entirely sure why I’m sharing it… Continue reading butterfly fly away
1998 – 2013
The weather has been really beautiful lately, so warm and light with not a single cloud in the sky. It reminds me of that endless, nostalgic Summer I always talk about, because I feel like no matter what, I always go back to it. It’s at the core of everything for me, 2013 changed everything… Continue reading 1998 – 2013
look now, the sky is golden
I don’t believe that going back to old places fixes things, I always have fond memories of places I used to be but I guess that’s where the quote “nostalgia is a dirty liar that insists things were better than they seemed” comes from, because I know deep down things were never really as rose… Continue reading look now, the sky is golden
~ midnight wanderer ~ 