the title, is an ode to kojo. and because i am currently sitting on a balcony, looking up at the stars. it’s 5am and silent everywhere, i am the only one in the world awake. here’s a week’s worth of wondering. "smoke and sunset, off mulhollandhe was talkin, i was wonderin boutyou and that girl,… Continue reading thoughts from a balcony
Tag: mental health
august & other places
Hello my loves, Another photo dump for you all .xx ☼ ☼ All my love, Chloe .xx
new piercings & comforting art
Hello my loves, I figured I’d start doing these new kind of camera roll dump posts, like a miscellaneous Youtube vlog or an Instagram camera roll dump, but in blog format instead. This week I got some of the jewellery changed in my ears as well as a new piercing, and saw some art I… Continue reading new piercings & comforting art
waiting for the year to end
Hello my loves, I haven’t written in a while, properly. I seem to have kind of stopped doing that lately. I’ve currently been writing everything in my physical journal as of recent, because it feels better and like it does a better job of purging my feelings that way, though it seems I can only… Continue reading waiting for the year to end
july
05/07/22 I am so sad. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm falling apart. I just want to listen to Taylor's Red album and cry. Or the Unbroken album. I feel like I'm 18 and sad again. I don't know what's happening. It feels like a little depression cloud is making… Continue reading july
6th June
Hello my loves, Today marks 9 years since my best friend, my sister and my soulmate was taken away from me. A lovely uplifting sentence to introduce the post as always. What do I feel today? I'm not sure. Usually, or, well, I say usually, I guess up until the last few years, I would… Continue reading 6th June
May Book Reviews
Hello my loves, Here's May's book reviews! ☼ The Anxiety Sisters' Survival Guide - Abbe Greenberg & Maggie Sarachek4/5 Stars☆☆☆☆ Every couple of months or so I like to go into The Works (a shop here in England, I'm not sure if it's a worldwide thing) and go to their mental health / psychology book… Continue reading May Book Reviews
going to therapy
Hello my loves, As you can probably tell from the title of this post, I'm finally going to therapy. Well, I've already been, once, and am now continuing to go. I mentioned in my mental break post that I was being referred for intensive therapy, which I still am, but the wait list was so… Continue reading going to therapy
Happy 5th Birthday Midnight Wanderer!
Hello my loves, Happy 5th birthday to Midnight Wanderer! It feels like such a long and short time since I created this blog, but what's for certain is a lot has changed and happened since then, and it's very strange that it's all logged here for essentially eternity, and I can go back to different… Continue reading Happy 5th Birthday Midnight Wanderer!
breakdown diary #4
today feels surreal, like no one's around. i went to the gym and it was empty, so i stayed on the treadmill for an hour listening to blur with my eyes closed feeling like i was somewhere else. watching all of the tiny people going about their lives in the windows below, knowing i wasn't… Continue reading breakdown diary #4
~ midnight wanderer ~ 