the title, is an ode to kojo. and because i am currently sitting on a balcony, looking up at the stars. it’s 5am and silent everywhere, i am the only one in the world awake. here’s a week’s worth of wondering. "smoke and sunset, off mulhollandhe was talkin, i was wonderin boutyou and that girl,… Continue reading thoughts from a balcony
Tag: personal
august & other places
Hello my loves, Another photo dump for you all .xx ☼ ☼ All my love, Chloe .xx
something like olivia
Hello my loves, Something you may know if you’ve been here for a while is that Grease is my favourite movie of all time, ever ever ever. I’m not a film person, I haven’t seen many and they don’t really interest me, film and TV isn’t something I particularly enjoy too much, especially movies, they’re… Continue reading something like olivia
new piercings & comforting art
Hello my loves, I figured I’d start doing these new kind of camera roll dump posts, like a miscellaneous Youtube vlog or an Instagram camera roll dump, but in blog format instead. This week I got some of the jewellery changed in my ears as well as a new piercing, and saw some art I… Continue reading new piercings & comforting art
waiting for the year to end
Hello my loves, I haven’t written in a while, properly. I seem to have kind of stopped doing that lately. I’ve currently been writing everything in my physical journal as of recent, because it feels better and like it does a better job of purging my feelings that way, though it seems I can only… Continue reading waiting for the year to end
july
05/07/22 I am so sad. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm falling apart. I just want to listen to Taylor's Red album and cry. Or the Unbroken album. I feel like I'm 18 and sad again. I don't know what's happening. It feels like a little depression cloud is making… Continue reading july
i got a bookish tattoo 📚✨
Hello my loves, So…this week’s tattoo. I can’t stop I really can’t. I’m literally getting tattoos every week at the minute but that’s also because I’m in a constant state of mental breakdown and this is my way of dealing with things. Let me live in peace. Age= 24Placement = Right armPain = 3 / 10Price = £70This tattoo as… Continue reading i got a bookish tattoo 📚✨
why i bought a r*pe alarm & you should too
*trigger warning for sexual assault* Hello my loves, The title of today’s post is quite violent and I apologise for that, however, that is what rape is. A heinous, violent act committed by monsters. A couple of years ago I saw a Youtuber I watch do a little “what’s in my bag” haul and she… Continue reading why i bought a r*pe alarm & you should too
6th June
Hello my loves, Today marks 9 years since my best friend, my sister and my soulmate was taken away from me. A lovely uplifting sentence to introduce the post as always. What do I feel today? I'm not sure. Usually, or, well, I say usually, I guess up until the last few years, I would… Continue reading 6th June
going to therapy
Hello my loves, As you can probably tell from the title of this post, I'm finally going to therapy. Well, I've already been, once, and am now continuing to go. I mentioned in my mental break post that I was being referred for intensive therapy, which I still am, but the wait list was so… Continue reading going to therapy
~ midnight wanderer ~ 