What do I want to write – something. Anything. Something long and ambiguous. I let the thoughts trail out in my head and now I wish I’d started writing this sooner. How do I feel lately? Older. Stronger. Better. Like I could be relied upon. Like someone could look at me and find comfort, because… Continue reading white noise
Tag: writing
a passing thought
you’re gonna live forever in me
i promise. i'm sitting there and you're like a child to me now, this angel of a girl, my babylove, and i want to hold you and cuddle you and look after you and protect you from everything in the entire world. i can't, of course, i couldn't, i didn't, that's why i'm here and… Continue reading you’re gonna live forever in me
writer’s (un)block
Trying to control my own happiness and tell myself that I’m in charge. I don’t know how to be mentally stronger and how to control my emotions. I get to choose how I feel right now, this could be the happiest moment of my life if I want it to be, but emotionally I don’t… Continue reading writer’s (un)block
drowning
turning sadness into art . turning you into poetry . you should be grateful i write you down . i’m grateful i write at all . when you’re gone all i do is think about you and it hurts me to watch you leave . you left in my rear view mirror and i thought… Continue reading drowning
butterfly soliloquy
Sometimes I think comfort and home can be present in a person straight away, rather than something you build up to. I read once that after the initial butterflies die down you don't get them anymore, because what you get instead is comfort and familiarity because this person is your home and they never make… Continue reading butterfly soliloquy
talk fast, romance
Drove to work listening to channel orange today. The CD has been displayed on my shelf ever since I bought it years ago and today I decided I needed it. The sun was shining and the sky was clear blue, which is everything I think about when I think of channel orange – that’s the… Continue reading talk fast, romance
cliff jumping
If I was to hypothetically stand on this cliff would you stand with me, and if I was to hypothetically jump off it, would you jump too? Would you drive with me to the coast, my hair’s falling down my back and it’s as messy as my mind, I have no makeup on because you… Continue reading cliff jumping
here // bruises
happy. content. coming to terms with myself. realising i can be loved for who i am. realising i can love myself for who i am. realising i love the person i have become and will continue to grow into. seeing how other people love me allows me to see it in myself. told my mum… Continue reading here // bruises
swing
Sometimes you experience things and find yourself making a mental note to remember that moment in time to come, because you know it’s going to be important. The feeling is something you’re going to want to remember, so you tell yourself to take in as much of it as you can, so you can allow… Continue reading swing
~ midnight wanderer ~ 